Weigh in day....

I suppose in life, we always want to be successful at what we do..

So when you are losing weight, the same goes!

I am feeling deflated and horrible today...

Last week I gained 200g, and everyone was really supportive telling me it was ok, that these things happen.... And then this week losing 1kg I felt good... Until everyone else around me starts pulling 2-4kg losses...

How disheartening....

Now I realise that a loss is a loss- get that, and that at least I'm losing weight. But if it is this hard right now, I'm really going to struggle all year to lose this 40kgs within a year like I wanted to. I at least wanted to lose 15kgs this round, and by the looks of it, 10kgs might be a struggle..

What to do???

Well in the past I would have gone to this

Meh! I won't do that... But I probably will have a pity party in my mind all day until I get home and do some exercise. I'm a bit over our house and packing too. I'm stupid stressed, and everything is going on this week.. I have school photos next week for the first time in 6 years since I finished High School.. And god I'm dreading them.... School photos for kids - get put into your parents photo album and forgotten... School photos for teachers? Whole school photo gets immortalised so basically my fat photo will appear in the school for life! How yuck!

But it will be improved for next year. 

Its not the loss I'm upset about, its my progress. What am I doing wrong? What could I do better?

I just want to grab Michelle Bridges and demand she give me her secrets all at once!!! I do love the program, don't get me wrong. And we have enjoyed all of the meals except one so we are making progress there....

The stress of life has gotten in the way this week, and I just want everything to fix itself so I can move right along on my weight loss journey....